@mpark@mathstodon.xyz @barefootrambling@autistics.life @actuallyadhd@a.gup.pe @actuallyautistic@a.gup.pe I think it's something to do with getting older. Possibly a mix of different things, but perhaps a big one is slowly caring less and less about the social politics and norms. I used to be far more self conscious of what my body was doing, for example, and try and stay 'still'. Now I more commonly wave my arms around and act out with my body what I'm talking about, as it is more natural for me to do so. It takes for less energy for me to be all over the place than it actually does to remain still. So there is probably an energy capacity reason here too.